Here I go again...

Here I go again….

Here I go again…

Thinking about the good, the bad and the ugly

About me, myself and where do I stand truly?

Place. My place. What is my place?

Where do I stand in this whole god damn maze?

Sometimes it is a maze. Sometimes it is not.

Sometimes others’ ideas rule me, sometimes I follow my heart.

I watch movies alone, I spend weekends playin’ guitar

I take things little too seriously, yeah, they call me geek.

But I have this small space with my close ones,

Lives of friends in which I am allowed to peek.

I believe I am quite normal young man,

who would like to attract a pretty girl.

Gee, what am I supposed to do,

Or what I am not supposed to do, to impress her.

I like to call myself funny

I crack a really good joke after lot of daring...

But whom am I kidding? while me doing so…

She’s neither listening nor looking…

Yes, then the little boy artist wakes up inside me

who believes he’s either a Tarentino or a Clapton

But flirting with guys and talking superficial stuff

is unfortunately her idea of having fun

I get beaten by loud mouth, self obsessed morons

May be I am not a good marketer, hmm…

But every bit of that frustration seems to fall apart,

When C major follows A minor on that guitar strum

Yes. I am a 24 years old with lots of minors…

… followed by occasional majors

And then there are those wonderful sevenths which add the color

Aah, aren’t those the angels blessing me with a powerful vigor?

"You do good and you will get good..."

Are you freakin’ kiddin’ me, you think I am dumb?

Those angels are demons and those demons are angels

What the hell are those when life is truly random?

Some people don’t want to question certain things

Yes, for that reason I don’t believe in god

But I like festivals, I like candles, I like the poetry that the one brings

And yes, for that reason I like god!

Aah, here I go again…

Here I go again…

….talking girls, music, life and god combined

….obviously the non-fun stuff

You may call it tragedy, I call it destiny

These are the things I unfortunately love!!!